Monday, June 29, 2009

Pauls Random Thoughts

P@UL’S THOUGHTS 2009

At one point I abandoned me
I didn’t think it was meant for me
To know what love feels like
Can you see
The loneliness takes over me
Will love ever live here
Will love ever live inside of me
I wish I could see
What you see
But I can’t (SIGHS)
At one point I abandoned me
I left a vacancy
Within me….
An empty space was once here
It wasn’t healthy for me to feel this way
The love I wanted and needed
Was already there, but I couldn’t see it
It was blocked by me
Personally
Hating and despising me
With the help of others
Attacking my inner being
I sent out an S.O.S
GOD HELP ME PLEASE!!!
I want to love me
Unconditionally!!!
SIGHS……………..

I can’t turn back
I will not make a U- turn
I’m a fighter
I’m so much stronger than I was before
Wait till you see what I have in store
I’m much smarter now
I’m flying now
My thoughts has reached to a destination my body cannot reach
My thoughts will become into words
Printed on paper or made into a song
Maybe to teach
Not intended to preach
But you and I never know what god has in store
Preach ……teach…hmmmmmm
Some may think of it as..
BREACH OF PEACE!!
I’M SO LOUD!!!
You need to hear what I’m saying
I am a wealth of knowledge
I want to pass it on to you
Let’s fly together
It can get lonely up here
I would appreciate your company
Come and take this flight with me
Don’t be scared
An open mind is the runway!!
Open your mind and close your eyes
Take Flight
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Feels nice right………

My eyes were once dark as coal
Now at the sight of you
They shine bright as diamonds

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